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I'm like the resident slut in this game. It seems like every guy who I get with is the next one to go.

-Malcolm and I had something, then boom, he's gone.
-Next Tyson and I became close then boom, taken away, just like that.
-Now, Jay and I are having the conversation which we should have had two nights ago and things could've changed. Anyways, we've becoming closer and closer, he could potentially be my new cuddle buddy! Apparently, he's not a safe seal, JT and Brandon want him gone and he's told me that those two are tight. So he could potentially be gone early merge.
-And Rory! good ol' Rory, no one really knows about how close we are but if Jay leaves, then people could start getting suspicious about us and Rory could be next to follow my chain of guys.

UGH,

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I'll do a real update later but i have to say, get ready for another blindside!!!!!!!!! Little does JT know, he's the one leaving. Sorry hunny but I'm here to stay and 50 Shades is saving me. ta ta

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While JT and Lisa have their little "meeting" I'm going to sit back here with a huge grin on my face.

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Hooooooooooooly crap, what a turnaround for me. So obviously after Tyson left, I was pretty much next to leave (or Alexis). I wanted to target Alexis again and I know that have Rory and Jay on my side and they were cool with that.
However, when speaking to Jay again, he told me that JT and Brandon want him gone; those two are close and speculated that JT was close to my old tribe 'cause he said that a lot of fishy stuff went down at their TC when Ashley left. So he wanted to change the target to JT which became fine with me when I found out that JT and Lisa are voting me and trying to get Jay and Rory to and save Alexis because apparently he "likes" Alexis more.
So let's look at this, from that it seems like it'll between me and Alexis and I know it would've tied again and everyone else will have to draw rocks while we're safe... that is until, Jay and I thought of a way to keep us both safe so we can vote JT 'cause he's more of a threat and really dangerous right now if a merge was coming.

I was forced to rekindle everything and try to rebuild my relationship with Alexis again as I figured that I will probably need her in this game so voting Alexis out would be silly but first I had to test her to show that she isn't loyal to JT and doesn't have ties with him like what is said about the rest of of my old tribe. At first, we apologized for our actions in the past and hope we both can move forward slowly working on building our relationship again.
I told her that, JT and Lisa will be voting one of us (most likely me) and that Jay and Rory are going to vote JT, so I made it sound like she would have no choice but to vote JT because if she had voted me with JT and Lisa, then the revote will tie, then we go to rocks and she will have a 50/50 chance of leaving whereas, I will be immune. So either, she votes JT or she goes.
Then Rory told me that she was afraid that I would distrust her next round if there is no merge and we vote her out. I flat out told her that Lisa wll go and brought up really good points:
-Lisa could've nearly cost us the challenge even more had she not shown up.
-She was acting weird about the vote to Rory and Jay.
-She seemed to be tight with JT and Brandon.

I'm really starting to get a lot of closer to Jay from the last round to the end of this round, I can say that I do trust his word. And Alexis told me that she was closer to me and Jay. And she told me that Jay thinks the merge will be, myself, her, Jay, Rory, Danni and Matt. I don't know where Danni and Matt stands 'cause I haven't done cross tribal talking to them but after the end of this round, I know that Brandon isn't going to be trustworthy as I thought.

After JT left, Jay messaged me saying that JT and Lisa already told Brandon and Brandon is spreading the lies about Jay flipping on Menba.

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It sucks that I don't have any of the conversations for last round saved because the majority of my strategizing was done on my phone... while working... just like 50% of this game. Yes, 50% of this game I've played, I've been on my phone and working, I'm so baaaaaaaaaad.

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Round 7 - This Girl is on Fire!

After tribal, not very much was going on, on my end. We were all geared up to win the next challenge. During, the challenge unlocking portion, I was flipping on fire, zooming so quickly through those locks. ;D And the funny part is that, I was doing it at work.. hm, I should do all challenges there now, the computer at work is so much faster.

Anywayssssssssssss, we ended up winning the challenge, I'm so relieved, even though if we lost Lisa probably would've left. However, it's good to see the other tribe to go to tribal because I have no idea what's going to go down over there; so in a way, it's a good way to change the game up a bit.

And Jay was sent to the jungle, he bring me back a monkey.

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starxkissed69 11:14 pm
oh, continued drama
but i thought, you said that you thought that brandon had connections with my old tribe from the Ashley boot

Jay 11:14 pm
well apparently he was with jonas
but not tina and Tijuana

starxkissed69 11:15 pm
Ooooooohhh ok. that would make sense. so Tina and T probably voted with danni and matt (and abi?)

Jay 11:15 pm
abi did not
4-3

starxkissed69 11:16 pm
OOKK. So Abi is part of the Brandon-JT-Lisa-Jonas alliance then?

Jay 11:16 pm
I don't know, she is pissed brandon left so idont think so

starxkissed69 11:17 pm
hm ok. so could be a major wildcard then
she*

Jay 11:17 pm
yes

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To end the round off, I got lost in the woods at night and..

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Round 8 - Planning for Success

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We have now merged and the game is changing again. I've been thinking and strategizing a lot about what would happen in the merged. I spoke to Rory last night (before the awful incident happened ) and I discussed with him that Jonas and Abi needs to be the first to go and he also threw in Tina in there too; make that the first 3 to go; that's fine with me, I don't care for Tina. I basically wanted Jonas gone 'cause I don't trust him and he wanted Abi cause he hates her. I told him that Jay told me that Jonas and Abi voted to save Brandon causing the vote to be 4-2 and that Abi was pissed, I somewhat believe that right now... it all ties in that they were aligned to JT and Brandon; I'm afraid Lisa could be involved with them too since Rory and Jay told me she was acting all weird during the JT Round, and that Rory told me last night that she was glad that a merge is here so I think she may be flipping back to Abi and Jonas.

If we can managed to get Abi, Jonas and Tina gone, then my plan is to probably get rid of one of Danni/Matt because I know they are Jay's other allies. I know how Jay plays, he likes to keep his bases all covered, right now, he has, me, Rory, Alexis, Danni and Matt and that's smart. I want to remove them early so that Jay will have to only be secure to myself, Rory and Alexis. I told Rory that us+Alexis and T and/Lisa will need to remove one of them, then the next round, we remove Lisa, then remove whoever is left over of Danni/Matt, then remove T. Then it's Myself, Jay, Alexis and Rory in the final 4. I honestly do want to play the game with those four the most, they're my core alliance and who I trust right now.

I've also relayed this out to Alexis 'cause I knew I had to include her or else she'll distrust me and will probably turn back to Jonas. I told her everything, how Jonas and Abi voted to save Brandon and were probably allies with Brandon and JT, I should've said Lisa too but I honestly think she's not much threatening as those two right now.

So to summarize:
-Get Abi/Tina/Jonas out first
-One of Danni/Matt
-Then Lisa gone
-Whoever out of Danni/Matt that is still here

(Just for kicks, Rory and I chatted about final 4, he agreed that Jay will have to go a 4 since he'll probably have friends on the jury and will most likely win. Then Alexis will go at 3, we decided that it has to be me and him in the final for us to have a shot; Alexis will probably have friend in Jonas, Tina and T and that she's just too nice! She'll definitely win if she's in the final).

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starxkissed69 11:22 pm
Apparently, Jonas was saying to Alexis that you, danni and matt were running the game. But I calmed her down, so dont talk to her!
:-P
dont say anything about where you heard that from
Jay 11:24 pm
haha I won't, and yeah Brandon apparently posted that in tribal before he left
starxkissed69 11:24 pm
Ohh
Jay 11:24 pm
because that is what JT apparently told him when we voted him out?
starxkissed69 11:24 pm
who told you that? lol
Jay 11:24 pm
so it's JT's fault for that floating around
Abi
starxkissed69 11:24 pm
LOL
ohhh
Jay 11:24 pm
She IM'd me about it right after Brandon was out
starxkissed69 11:25 pm
why would abi tell you that? LOOL isnt she with Jonas?
yeah, Abi is a wildcard, i'm not trusting her, she needs to go asap
Jay 11:26 pm
She isn't with Jonas per say
she was just kept in the dark about the vote
she's all about the strong challenge people/active people battling it out in the end
She was just kept in the dark because she did not want to vote out Brandon over Jonas/Tij or Tina
starxkissed69 11:27 pm
Well, she should still be one of the first ones to go :-P
and I'm still gonna be careful of what i say to her
i dont trust her either


Think he's still trying to cover all bases?

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I trust Rory 100%. He wouldn't be talking on this SN if he wasn't trustworthy!

(Talking about what happened last round that how Jay found out about it)
Steven Ribs 12:12 am
he told me Matt told him
lol
starxkissed69 12:12 am
There you go. That's all you had to say
Steven Ribs 12:12 am
and Matt confirmed to me everything Jay said
he told me about TC
without even me asking
he trusts me
starxkissed69 12:13 am
He told me, Abi told him. so I believe it was Matt that told him, not Abi
he's just trying to cover bases with Abi, i think


This is what happens when you have 2 people that have seen you play in the same game going on as this one.

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I fell asleep, so sue me.

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Jay 1:43 pm
great, jonas won, ew
starxkissed69 1:47 pm
we can vote off abi
starxkissed69 1:49 pm
looool i fell asleep
so saue me :-D
Jay 2:28 pm
I'd rather vote one of tina or tijuana off first tbh


I know Rory wants Abi gone too, if Jay doesn't cooperate my next plan is to, "frame" Jay to T and Tina into getting them to have to vote for Abi or they will leave.
My reasons of wanting Abi gone: Both her and Jonas wanted immunity.. hm, suspicious there. I know I won't be able to trust her and three, it looks like from last night that Jay wants to rekindle things with her so that's another person that will cover his base.

I could bring that last point up to Alexis and she'll most likely agree to vote out Abi and maybe, I don't know where Jonas stands but if I can get Alexis to test him that would be great. (Only because he thinks she's still on good terms with him and will her everything).

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Need people on to talk strategy if not, I'll be voting T with Jay and co.

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I may be getting what I want. I spoke to Alexis into voting for Abi, she's down but I also said that only if we can make it work... I told her to test Jonas out and see where he stands, first Jonas says this to her:

Alexis 10:43 pm
Well rory is down
starxkissed69 10:43 pm
That would be good
Alexis 10:43 pm
like you said
and Jonas is like hilariously trying to not vote her, but I'm trying

Then..

Alexis 11:00 pm
i think jonas is going to do it
and we;ll PM tina/tijuana
so, he;ll talk to them too

I don't honestly trust Jonas at all but we'll see where he stands after this tribal; actions do speak louder then words.
Also, Alexis and Rory spoke about voting Abi, so we're all on the same page there.

And I got a surprise, apparently Danni wants Abi gone too and spoke to Jay about it but he denied her and said, T T T T T T.
I told her that Alexis was down and so is Rory, and her and Rory went to confirm things to vote Abi, so we're on all the same page. Next Danni was going to talk Matt into it and apparently said he was down... hm, Rory and I think this is wayy too easy. I want to trust Danni but idk, I think I have to right now. It's Jonas and Matt that will worry me, Danni says she hopes none of this leaks back to Jay and the only person that I can think of leaking it will be Matt, so after this vote will test his loyalties, if he is loyal to Danni or Jay more. And Jonas is a shady shady person.

So hopefully we have, Me, Alexis, Rory, Danni, T and Tina (Matt, Jonas) voting for Abi.

Jay is still high on T and sent a PM confirming that everyone is down for T. Danni told me that she just told him that but not telling him about the Abi vote. So if this actually works, Jay should not be pissed nor surprised, it's not like we're blindsiding him, voting him out. I told him that I wanted to vote Abi and my reasons to but he was too stubborn to go along with it.

So I hope this works 'cause there is merely enough people that want her gone. Rory told me that him and Danni complained about Abi to each other during the swap.