Confessionals by the Sushi King

[Jonas Otsuji]

Time for a confessional haha

This tribe is a complete trainwreck where we can't do anything right I've been on some bad tribes in the past, but this one seems to be the worst ever. We can't get organized and win any challenges where instead we are blown out every time. I partnered with RC last challenge and she couldn't even get 1 letter out of the sand and I had to do all the work

To make matters worst we're a tribe divided right now. Susie was the piece of cake vote last time and this time things are tricky. Tina, Tijuana, and Charlie want Tyson out and then Malcolm, Tyson, and RC seem to want Charlie out. Alexis and Myself are caught squarely in the middle and I honestly hate being in the middle making decisions since no matter what I decide, a few people will be ticked off. I want to vote Tyson since I feel like he's going to be a problem to get out later if we don't this round and I already told Tina, Tijuana, and Charlie I would. Malcolm did offer me final 3 deal with Him and RC however, do I trust that fully? Hell no. Alexis much like myself is on the fence with this but is leaning towards voting Tyson. I can either tie it, or I could vote Charlie at this stage and hope I made the right call. Ugh 2nd tc and things are already crazy, we mainly just need to win and stop this tribal council nonsense.

[Jonas Otsuji]

About time! We needed that win so badly and finally pulled one out. If we would have lost that challenge, things would have gotten really bad here since we would have been down to only 6 tribe members and the morale here would have been quite low. Now if we can win the next one we'll even up numbers and be right where we need to be.

RC offered me final 3 with her and Alexis. I'm good with that, but who knows for all I know Malcolm could have persuaded her to say that to me and Alexis so we'd stick with them and not even think about going back with Tijuana and Tina to vote out Tyson, which I'm still highly considering if we do lose again later since something tells me not to trust Tyson. I'm not much of a Tyson fan in this game, I feel he wants to work with Malcolm and RC for the final 3 and would vote Me and Alexis out soon as we just had the 5 of us together and that wouldn't help me at all obv. I trust Tina and I feel if they try and vote her out next, Alexis and I could counter things with her and vote out Tyson.

[Jonas Otsuji]

Dang it just when I thought this tribe had their stuff together we lose again

I'm really pissed Malcolm didn't show for the challenge and then comes on later to talk about the vote. I feel like voting him out at this point, he didn't help the tribe at all and we need to keep strong committed people and I feel I can't trust the guy. I want to see if I can get the votes for him to leave and would only need Tina/Tijuana/Alexis to do it and that should be manageable. The only problem is will I lose Rc abd Tyson if I do this, hopefully not but at the same time gotta do whatever I feel will benefit this tribe in the long haul.

[Jonas Otsuji]

The last vote was sure an ugly one and likely one where Malcolm, Rc, and Tyson will hate my guts forever. I couldn't let Malcolm slip by that vote when he didn't even show up for the challenge and then had the nerve to try and say Tijuana needed to leave when she's been helpful. I know I had an alliance with Tyson, Rc, and Malcolm but something with that alliance just seemed very fishy. They all offered me final 3 deals and went through every combination of them which lead me to believe they did this in order to keep Me and Alexis from ever thinking of going against them. Won't have to worry about it anymore now lol

We switched tribes. I'm quite happy with the new tribe, Danni and Matt have been very friendly with me and I enjoy talking with them. Brandon isn't the biggest talker but I like him, I haven't met Abi since she's usually idle on aim but I will try and catch her soon. I also have Tina and Tijuana from the old tribe with me and since I voted with them last time for Malcolm things with them are on good terms. I'm just disappointed Alexis isn't on a tribe with me since she was one of my closer allies and throw in the fact that she's with Tyson and Rc there probably having one difficult time and one that I don't envy. Hopefully she can survive there and we can met back up at merge. My only concern within this tribe, if we lose there is a good chance old tribal lines come into play and since I'm in 4-3 minority that's not good. My main goal is to try and win all immunites before merge and then make some bonds with the new people for the future. So far this tribe is off to a nice start since we won the challenge today rather easily, I think we got all the stronger members from both tribes which helps a ton. If things go right Rc or Tyson will hopefully get voted out at their tribal council, then again proabably won't happen as this game hates me and nothing really goes my way

[Jonas Otsuji]

Correction Tyson ended up voted out and something finally went my way. I love this tribe how we band together for the challenges, yet nobody really talks much strategy hmm. I don't want to be too pushy with anything since I'm not in that position, I will continue being social with everyone and try like heck on every challenge. I do want to try and make alliances with Matt and Danni, I may bring it up soon but likely those 4 are going to stick together and I'd at best be the 5th wheel buy hey that might be better then being sent packing in the next vote or two.

[Jonas Otsuji]

There is some lame rumor going around that Brandon/JT/Me are very close and tightly aligned. I find that funny considering I've never once spoken with JT and only just met Brandon. Probably just something stirred up from the pre jury and bitter players like Malcolm trying to Sabotage my game or Rc and Alexis in desperate mode trying to stick around. I really don't care that much about it as I can start another rumor against anyone else I want.

This round sucks we finally lost immunity thanks to Brandon and Tijuana not showing up for part 2. After we lost I immediately told Danni and Matt I wouldn't be voting them since they worked hard on the challenge and they both said the same back to me. Then Brandon comes to me saying he wants to turn on Matt and Danni, but I can't vote either of them out and told him I would vote Abi but he likes Abi so that didn't work. At this point I'll be voting Tijuana and hope for the best as my options are few and far between.

[Jonas Otsuji]

This merge is going to really suck. I feel I'm very low on the totem pole, if not the lowest. I need this first immunity and since there are 2 necklaces that increases my odds at least and I'll be busting ass on it. I have talked with Matt and Danni about the last vote since they kind of both screwed me with it telling me to vote the wrong person when I flat out told them I didn't care who left. The couple people I hadn't met yet, I met in Lisa who I really like and Rory who was just okay. I'm glad to be back with Alexis, with her at least I'll have one allie but I need 4 more to somehow muster up some majority. Things aren't looking great, I'm sure I'll now have Tijuana against me for voting her and Rc since I voted out one of her allies and we haven't talked since lol

I also wonder how much the pre jury forum is trashing me and if I want to even read that after the game

[Jonas Otsuji]

These people are sure odd I win the challenge and now I'm glad I did because not a single person besides Alexis has talked to me about the vote which my original thoughts about being lowest on the totem pole must be true. I feel like a criminal right now with the way people aren't even talking to me. Ugh these people suck and I don't even know how I'll vote tonight

[Jonas Otsuji]

Another voting disaster, no surprise.

I should just retire from this game it's pretty much game set match at this point.

[Jonas Otsuji]

Like there was ever any doubt I'd survive Let the journey continue

I wanted RC out of this game badly and when Danni told me she wanted to target RC, I lit up like a firecracker. I just needed some more votes and when Matt was on board, and then Jay was on board, and then Lisa was on board. All I needed to do was make sure Tina would vote that way and considering they both never got along, so she was willing to vote RC. Now I have to try and blend in the best with these other people and see what I can work into. I want Alexis gone who's no longer an allie of mine anymore but I know Jay wants Tijuana to go next. Maybe we can work something out where Tijuana goes next and then Alexis right after. I can't be too picky right now and demand too much, long as I can pick my way through a few rounds, then I can figure out a good end of game plan. I love the parchments about me being a slimeball when I was what one on maybe one vote? Everyone else lied to them about the vote this round lmao Then me constantly switching alliances lol, I only had to switch a few since people sucked at the challenge and we needed to keep productive people!


And RC you're an idiot. You were harboring a grudge from round 4 that nobody gives any crap about, it's the merge if you haven't noticed and you should have woken up from that deep resentment you've been feeling for what almost 3 weeks now?

[Jonas Otsuji]

This majority rules challenge sure blew. I ended up with almost every crappy answer, can't say I'm surprised since everybody hates me but it still sucks to have everyone think so lowly of me. The only good thing is maybe I'll be a good jury goat to drag to the end as nobody seems to like me at all.

I'm not feeling that confident on this vote. I feel like something funny might happen but I at least have a shot and can't ask for more then that from how the challenge went. Jay and Matt contacted me right away to vote Tijuana which I was fine with and what we discussed last round what we'd do next. Then I talked to Lisa about it and she was good with it, I pm'd Danni and I got "yeah" reply but something tells me she's going to vote with one side one round and the other side the following round. I may be wrong, but it appears to be her "brilliant" strategy in the merge which is only going to lose her the game if she keeps doing it. So that's where I sit right now, my life in the game depends on Danni whom I can't fully trust and that's never a good thing. This very well might be game set match and if it is I'll kill myself having to be in the ponderosa with RC. At least then Abi and I could just kill her together.

[Jonas Otsuji]

haha I got paranoid over nothing and didn't even receive one vote. It was interested they targeted Lisa who doesn't do anything really, this next round will be hell since I feel like anything can happen and anybody could go. Just gotta keep chugging along like I am, hate playing this way but at this point can't get too risky with another strategy and stir up trouble where that will surely get me booted.

[Jonas Otsuji]

I had the strange feeling someone would give Tina an idol and save her. Things could always have been worst and the idol could have been played against me, glad it wasn't although still feel bad Jay left in that kind of way. I bombed another challenge, I just haven't been performing very well on those lately and need to start doing better. This vote may be tricky, I could see myself on the chopping block easily and if it's the case only need 3 people to vote with me. I proposed to Lisa that I'd like to go to the final 4 with Her and 2 other people, possibly Matt and Rory. Not sure if this will work but thought I'd throw it out there and even said I'd drop out and let them vote me out at the final 4 if they wanted to show my appreciation.

[Jonas Otsuji]

Matt screwed Rory and Me on this past vote. Sadly I have no choice but to trust him since Tina never talks to me and Alexis keeps pushing for me to leave. If I had my choice I'd like to vote Alexis but Rory and Matt are pretty set on Danni leaving this round. I'm not feeling extremely confident with this vote and just hoping something finally swings my way. Matt said he has the idol, I told him I wouldn't tell anyone else and I'm just wanting us to trust each other moving forward since my options are far and few between at this stage.

[Jonas Otsuji]

Rory and Myself have tried to come up with an idea to vote out Matt. We're getting tired of the way he's playing the game and it's time for him to finally go. I firmly believe I'll be the target and of course why not I'm such a huge jury threat and actually could win the game, yeah right lol. I sent Tina pm to vote Matt, doubt she would be I did offer to not vote her next round and that Matt will win the game. She may bite, doubt it but worth a shot. With Matt I'll just tell him I want Alexis gone, throw in something about how I'd vote her to win the game. Not many options out there and my hours look numbered in the game. Not like I had any shot at winning anyway lol