Confessionals by the Sushi King

[Jonas Otsuji]

Ugh poor Rory Our thoughts about Matt not having the idol were incorrect when he thought he was bsing us about it. This really blows because now I'm going to have Matt pissed I voted him and now Alexis/Me will be against Tina/Matt. I did have legit reason for voting Matt, he's a rat and someone that has been playing people this whole entire game. There is a reason the entire jury is pissed at him and why he gets smited eevrytime one of them comes to the board. I really need to win immunity if I can help it, wont be easy but I will put everything I have into it and hope I'll be able to pull it out. I want to vote out Matt to please the jury, but going after Tina wouldn't be that bad either. I rather Alexis stay in, we've not been that close in the merge but I feel like she'd be my only hope of staying in if I didn't win immunity. I'm still here and can't complain, I've been in a horrible position all game and just gotta keep finding a way through.

[Jonas Otsuji]

I sucked up this challenge badly. I put in a horrible effort and my strategy with it totally backfired *stupid* *stupid* *stupid* It was such an easy challenge to win and I had all day ugh

This vote my only option is Tina. I promised Alexis the past round that I wouldn't vote her and I plan to keep my word with her. I do think Tina is a huge jury threat, she's won the most immunities and she hasn't backstabbed anybody and played the game pretty clean. All the rest of us have issues with certain people. I think my chances against the jury are poor, I played too hard early and had to adapt to more of an utr strategy in the merge and I'm hoping that Matt and Alexis recognize I haven't done much. They have both agreed to vote Tina, but just because they say so doesn't mean they will lol. I expect something to go wrong with either someone voting with Tina making it 2-2 and we have a tiebreaker challenge or they all just vote me. Alexis has already congratulated me on the final 3 and that seems a bit overzelous when we really have no idea what Matt will actually do. I do expect Matt to vote with Tina since they have had a pre game alliance and would actually be stunned if he didn't. I have to hope at this point Alexis will at least support me.

This is like the tiebreaker in tennis in the 5th set where you're so close to closing it out but yet so far away. I have battled through this game and there is a good chance I'm facing match point and this easily can be game set match tonight.

[Jonas Otsuji]

Well that final 4 vote went surprisingly well, I expected Matt or Alexis to have voted with Tina but sure glad they didn't and I made the finale. Now let the real fun begin lol I will be surprised to get two votes and if I can even accomplish that, I would call this finale successful. I do have some points that I can argue and they could look good in front of the jury, it will be a little like Sandra's during HvsV and we'll see how this plays out but I predict Alexis will come out on top.

And darn no comparative questions I was looking so forward to those pointless questions of comparing people to colors, movies, athletes, and whatever nonsense they could come up with

[Carlos Bernard]

Are you being sarcastic or do you like comparative questions?

I always dread them.

[Jonas Otsuji]

Of course I was being sarcastic. The only comparative one that I can tolerate is comparing people to survivor contestants otherwise the rest of them end up being a long waste of time lol

[Jonas Otsuji]

This is interesting, there are no questions from Lisa, Tijuana, or Tina. It's almost like they are saying "Screw You" to us all in the finale lol