Post by Danni Boatwright on Jan 17, 2013 1:41:56 GMT -5
I have so many emotions going on right now. I have just learned new information and that fucking coward was willing to tell me! I realized what a shady fucking bastard JT is! Let me talk about the swap and then go onto whats more important. So originally I was pissed at this swap but now I am glad. I guess I needed new life in this game because my number may have been numbered. Honestly fuck you JT! You want to play both sides and run to Brandon to tell him everything fucking thing I told you. I trusted JT a lot and he just betrayed my trust and he's dead to me. I wasn't aware how close people were to flipping. JT, Brandon, Rory, Abi, Lisa were all willing to vote me out but when Matt said no vote Ashley they switched. Fuck them all honestly. Screw the Abi vote off now. It's all about targeting JT and Brandon. Brandon wants to go around and throw my name in the dirt? Saying I make so many alliances and that I am a shady bitch?! While Matt is telling me all this, Brandon ims me. You have no idea how much I was willing to say fuck off and go home. I honestly feel like such a mess right now. I had no idea what a brick JT is. I told him so much stuff and he just ran and told Brandon. I wish I knew how trustworthy Jonas, Tina and Tijuana are so I can just flip this whole game and side with them. I am willing to vote Brandon or Abi out next before Jonas, Tina or Tijuana. Screw them! I don't believe a word Abi or Brandon tell me on this new tribe. "Oh we have majority, were sticking together" No fuck that, you bitches blew the chance for me being loyal to you guys. What sucks is I also have a disadvantage so if we lose the challenge, I am an easy target. Ugh this sucks! If I go to Jonas, Tina or Tijuana I risk that they run to Brandon and Abi and then I am truly out. Matt seems to be the only one who is able to hold us 4 together. The only people I trust right now are Matt and Jay. I guess I have to play dumb with these people but I really want to just cause a huge blow out because I am pissed. It looks like Brandon is close with everyone. I think Abi/JT/Brandon/Rory have an alliance. I heard Lisa is close with Brandon too. No one told me how close the vote was with Ashley scrambling. Lisa had a chance to tell me and she didn't. Jay was offline when it all went down. Matt is the only person who told me the true details. I just feel so stupid and used right now. On top of that he tells me this before the challenge so now my stomach is in knots. I am 99% sure we will be losing this challenge and it's either going to be me or a Luoba leaving. I had a good chat with Jonas only from those 3. I really don't know what to do if we lose. Do I believe that Abi and Brandon want to vote off a Luoba member? Or do I make my own move by offering myself to Luoba? Goals:
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