Episode 10

[Danni Boatwright]

RC has left the game! She tried to make me feel guilty and that it was a stupid move. By RC leaving not only do I not have to worry about her relationship with Jay but her relationship with Alexis and Rory. I believe Alexis sees me as her number 1 and that's great. Rory is someone now I can work on to trust me 100%. I bonded sort of well with Jonas this round on voting RC. I feel he is closer with Matt which worries me. But I have Alexis super tight with me so I don't need to worry about them yet. I sort of offered myself to Rory and Alexis. That I would be willing to go deep with those 2. This is just so I can cover my grounds. I am trying my best to make nice with everyone and make everyone feel safe with me. Lisa is someone who frustrates me. Jay wants a final 5 menba which would me myself, Jay,Matt, Rory, and Lisa final 5. That is not cool with me at all. Going final 5 with someone I haven't spoken to in 3 weeks. Then to find out she is miss chatty chat with Jonas, Jay, and Matt! I don't know how to manage to get Matt or Jay to agree to vote out Lisa though. The challenge made me worried since it was majority rules. I hope it doesn't screw my game and get people to realize I am in control of this game. I was happy with the results. I got the 2 things I worked hard in when I came into this game. I want people to see I am a strategist and a good person to have a conversation with. Tina killing everyone was really WTF! I am happy for her because I like her but I have my eye on her in these challenges. Everyone in this game knows me/Jay/Matt are a tight 3. Now we all try to play it off to them that we are not as tight. By doing that I realized Jay looks like he is the "leader". Almost that Matt and I are his followers in the outsiders eyes. Which is not the case at since I have gone against Jays wishes multiple times. If that were the case, Tijuana would have been first juror, not Abi. So it really annoys me that I am not getting the credit I deserve, however they can know at final tribal. Once again Jay wants to vote Tijuana. He already knows I keep protecting her but I have to protect her. Her and Tina are 2 votes on my side! That is huge and going into final 8 with them is bigger. Tijuana and Tina are off limits in my book. I just nodded my head to Jay and agreed. He told Rory, Jonas and Lisa to vote Tijuana and they all seemed to agree. I then talk with Matt about how it is not smart to vote out Tijuana. Thankfully he agrees with me! I wanted to make sure he would have the balls to vote against Jay this round, and he said yes. I then mentioned the possible people to go which were Jonas, Alexis, Rory and Lisa. I want to make sure he does not want Alexis or Jonas out just yet. So I push for either Jonas or Lisa. I ask him questions about Jay's relationship with Lisa and Jonas. My goal in my chat with Matt was to convince him that Lisa is better to go this round. Yes she is weak and barely here but she will get dragged to the end by Jay. She is an easy person to beat and no one is going to target her. Jonas is hated by this tribe. It clicked in Matt's head that Lisa should go this round. He then thinks who would be our 5th vote for majority. Now I did not want to reveal how close my relationship with Alexis is, so I just said she is alone and this will buy her more time in this game. The next part was managing to convince Alexis that it's better to vote off Lisa. I told her straight up that if Tijuana goes, she only has Tina and Jonas to go and then she is next. With Lisa going, she has 3 people in front of her before she goes. I also mentioned about Jay's final 5 alliance with Rory. Try to see if she can get info on where Rory really stands. Hopefully he is with me and that he would be willing to vote out Lisa. Of course Tina and Tijuana will vote Lisa since it's either her or Tijuana to go now. I try not to bark orders at them when I tell them who to vote. Thankfully Tijuana's ass is always on the line and that I keep saving her. That shit better pay off for me at the end. Well there we go, that's 5 votes to get rid of Lisa! That tough part is explaining it to Jay. Now I don't want to repeat how I did the Abi vote. He is going to be livid at me and question my loyalty no doubt. Jay and I are both fighting to be Alphas really. The past 2 tribal councils have gone my way and not his. This time better go my way again. Matt is like the glue to me and Jay. If it weren't vote Matt I think Jay and I would vote each other out soon. I have already hinted to Jay that I don't feel comfortable with Lisa in this game. Hopefully he doesn't lose control and do something crazy that is against me. I also plan to tell Rory and Jonas about this Lisa vote last minute. Just so I some what include them in this vote since they were shut out on the RC and Abi vote. If Lisa goes this round, I believe I would be in the perfect spot in this game. I do think people will realize that I am setting myself pretty. I don't see Matt or Alexis turning on me. Same goes with Tina and Tijuana. Jay, Rory and Jonas are now wildcards for me.